my apologies

I had three test today and I have been in a cave but now I have seen the light! I am free until next time!!!

updates:

I am an official iPhone user! and it has been the best change I have ever made with a phone! I am so excited my battery is always dying (I'm obsessed)
D sent me flowers yesterday and it was the sweetest little thing ever.. he has been so wonderful after his last visit here.. on top of me complaining about my test..he has had to listen to me boo-hoo cry about life and everything else and I just want to give him credit when credit is do.. he is a trooper.

anyway my weeks look a lot better from here on out so I promise to be a better blogger after I rest up

peace & love

A

sweet sunday

hello hello!

I've been working on school stuff since D left.
but we had an absolutely wonderful weekend.

he got me this beautiful ring! and it fit (which is odd!)!!! I was so surprised! Happy Valentine's Day to me!

I don't really know how to explain everything
but I am one VERY happy girl.
and that is all that matters..

all is right in the world.. & I'm off to read!

peace & love

cough cough

woke up and couldn't breathe

so I went to the doctor..

4 prescriptions 2 shots (one on each hip)  & $85 later...

still not feeling 100% but I am hoping I get there by Thursday/Friday

D said he probably won't be able to come till Friday so.. that gives me some time to clean and feel better

Anyway- I'm off to the grocery store & to start reading

Hope your Monday is going a whole lot better than mine lol!

peace & love

A

sick & tired of being sick & tired

soo..

I'm kinda sorta sick
and I kinda sorta don't have a voice..
so working as a waitress in a crowded restaurant was not ideal for this weekend..
but I made it..

In other news Bear decided to tell me I wasn't spending enough time with him by going number 2 on my bed not once but twice.. on the pillow next to me..

I am happy to report that I applied the "fool me once, shame on you..fool me twice, shame on me" rule and he is now sleeping in his crate for at least a week..

why so long?
because I don't want to have to do laundry every day this week before D gets here..
which is only 5 days away..

haven't talked to him much because of work..
but maybe today it will be different.

anyway! I'm going to go try to get ready & go reward myself for making it to the end of this week.

Have a happy happy Sunday!

peace & love

A

 Beyonce - "Love On Top"

 

One fine day...

hello hello!

so I have to update y'all because we had a moment last night.

I don't know about you, but I am SO SICK of being the doormat in every situation..so I decided to brush myself off and not allow people to walk all over me anymore.

Last night I finally stood up for what I wanted and although it may be hard to believe.. I GOT IT.

So this is my call out to you..
STOP letting people walk all over you
ASK for what you want
IF you don't get it
AT LEAST you know you tried

and as some wise song lyrics once told me.. "you can't always get what you want..but if you TRY SOMETIMES you just might find.. you get what you need."

SO GO TO GETTING WHAT YOU NEED.

I double dog dare you.

In other news.. 7 short days away from what I am calling V/D-day
V-day because Valentines day (and I can call it that if D shows up)
D-day if D doesn't show up ....

lol..get it? (uh um.. pardon me..my history nerdness is showing)

alright- I love y'all! Hope you're having a great Friday!
I'm off to support my shopping addiction!

peace & love

A

Monday Monday...

hello!
I have been super productive today so I'm feeling MUCH much better about life!
Woke up, went to the gym, ate a yummy breakfast, sent my mom the bible verse for today, got quarters, bought yummy healthy groceries, now I'm reading & doing laundry until I head out to dinner with my bff Layken !!!!

Pretty calm week for me this week..other than reading..so that's good! I work this Saturday but that's about all the events I've got going.

Hope your week is as peaceful as I plan on mine being.

peace & love

A

"I will love you, O Lord, my strength. The Lord is my rock, my fortress, and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge. He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold." Pslam 18:1,2

slow dancing in a burning room..

he picked up the phone.
but I'm still not convinced.

it's going to take a huge effort on his part to undo the damage that is done.

in other news I have taken this opportunity to open up my eyes.

I'm having 3 new love affairs.

1.God
2. (healthy) Food
3. Gym

and I bought this book today on my kindle until my hard copy comes in:

 I'm really excited about this!!!
I'll let y'all know how it goes!

off to read some more!

peace & love

A

I've never heard silence quite this loud

now I'm standing alone.

terrible. terrible. terrible. week.

Bombed my first test due to emotional distractions.

Miscommunications suck.

I'm gonna bounce back.
but I need you to pick up the phone. man up.
not being able to deal with confrontation isn't going to work here.

anyway.
HUGE shout out to all my friends for keeping my head up for me (if it wasn't for y'all I'd be seeing a lot of sidewalk) love you all so much. just a small speed bump

as my friend Audra once told me in my old tree house
"you gotta be happy with yourself before anyone else can be happy with ya."

happy saturday.

peace & love

A