Wednesday, June 27, 2012


A wave of single-ness just hit me tonight.
    Guess that means I'll have to make a friend tomorrow night w/ Jessie for our girls night out..
         nothing a few drinks only 21 year olds can buy won't fix :)
In other news: my little sisters dog (Sadie) HATES sleeping in the crate but I can't sleep with her cause I feel like I can't move around at night.. so I am off to fall asleep to the musical whining of Sadie Maze for probably the next hour.

W.O.W. 2 blog post in 1 day.. I must be in need of a friend.. that's a boy.. haha :)


so today at work this couple came in.. they were both deaf. 
The other person that I worked with "couldn't handle trying to take their order"
so I gladly decided to help.

I can honestly say it was one of the most amazing feelings... I know it's silly but they have to deal with things like that every day.. but today.. I got to make sure that they enjoyed their restaurant experience and they looked really happy about and it made really happy..

I don't know why.. I don't know how to explain it but helping people ROCKS and having patients ROCKS.. and I also want thank them..for being patient with me.

& also I wanted to thank them for making me thankful.. I live such an easy life.. I can hear, I can see, I have 10 fingers & 10 toes.. 

I guess todays lesson is BE THANKFUL! You don't know what you've got till it's gone!

peace & love 

Tuesday, June 26, 2012


things that make me happy:
my family
my friends
cute boys @ the gym
working out
tv shows
new friends
the 4th of July
friendship bracelets 
nail polish 

just wanted to list these things for when I come off this cloud that I have been on.

in other news.. heard this song at the gym the other day.. it's been stuck in my head.. kinda fits this post
Brett Dennen - "Comeback Kid"

love y'all

Monday, June 18, 2012

stay beautiful

it's been a blah past few days for this one..

but I've been doing some thinking.

I am going to start trying this new give a person a compliment a day thing.
because today I had a complete stranger give me one and I have been nothing but smiles since..

maybe you should try it too?
what harm could it do? if anything it will make the world a better place.
it will make someone smile..or maybe bring them out of a crappy week.

so thank you random person for making my day.. I hope someone returns the favor to you & I hope I can help someone else!

Sunday, June 17, 2012

I won't lie. I'm no daddy's girl..but every girl needs her dad.
Late August/ early September 2011 I received a phone call telling me that my dad had suffered from a heart attack and was going to have to have open heart surgery.. 5 bypasses.
after 2 weeks of hard praying my dad finally woke up from what he thought was a terrible dream.
2 weeks of sleepless nights for me.
2 weeks of not breathing on his own.
2 weeks that caused my dad to change forever.

I'm not going to say that he isn't the way he used to be.. because he has his days when he is MY dad..but other days he's just some man who calls me his daughter.. he's not the man I grew up knowing and loving..and learning how to be sarcastic with.
He gave me my sense of lack of being able to express my emotions until one little thing makes me explode..he gave me his nose.. and his eyebrows.. and his chicken legs.

I love him.. and I am so thankful that I could call him today and wish him a happy fathers day.

sorry for the emotional post..haha

Thursday, June 14, 2012

so since I didn't do share some songs sunday.. I've decided I'm going to have a Thrilling Tunes Thursday..(haha still working on that title)
I've been singing this song all day so..
Ryan Adams - "Answering Bell"
"but I'm just saying hi, to your answering bell"

Colbie Caillat - "Favorite Song (ft.Common)"
"I want to be your favorite can turn it up.. play me all night long.. I want to be your melody flowing through your head when you think of me."

Gavin Degraw - "Candy"
"we have our lives to bare, our bags still burden, but we just buy and wear the plastic version of love, hope... understanding we can't survive on candy.."

new hair...

well.. I think it's safe to say that the the girls of Pretty Little Liars have had a huge influence on this decision. 

I think I want to cut my hair short.

yes? no?

I say yes.. & I want to put the red back in my hair..
then call it a new start along with my last year of college..

fresh new start.
bought a dog.
joined a gym.
might change my hair.

life is good.

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

teen mom.

being told that I need to take care of my SIBLINGS and my little sisters DOG.
not mine.
my little sisters.

I did not have 3 children and I did not decide to buy Madison a dog.

yes, I understand she kept Bear while I was gone for THREE days.
but I have kept her other two children, plus the dog (Sadie), plus myself
alive for HOW LONG.

I'M 21 not 45.

sorry for the rant but this is getting SUPER old.

Monday, June 11, 2012

Eh. Sorry.

I'm a terrible blogger..

in honor of my carrying on I have to songs for you, the reader, to listen to.

You're welcome in advance.
Violent Femmes - "Blister In The Sun"
"when I'ma walkin I strut my stuff..
let me go on.. like I blister in the sun.."

fun. - "Carry On"

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

sometimes I miss you..
& then I am reminded that you lied to me for the whole time we were together.

& then I get mad
& then I don't miss you anymore.

Saturday, June 2, 2012